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2 TAGS!! [Friday
6th of January 2006|11.51am
]
[ mood | starving ]

jennifer tagged me with this:

Ground Rules: The first player of this game starts with the topic “5 Weird Habits of Yours” and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names. New Rule: Bonus points if you comment the person that tagged you telling them what you think their weirdest habit is.

My 5 Weird Habits:

1. i always bounce/shake my leg when i'm sitting down.

2. i can't stand for cold food to be left outside the refridgerator.

3. i bite my tongue when i'm mad or i'm about to hit someone.

4. i won't eat green beans without ketchup.

5. i will listen to the same song for hours on end by putting it on repeat, and not get tired of it.

I'm tagging: Chris, Ashley, Taylor, Jodi & Josh.




and ashley tageed me with this!:

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. "Oh, Sailor"- Fiona Apple

2. "Disintegration"- Jimmy Eat World

3. "Loves Me Not"- t.A.T.u.

4. "Perfect Situtaion"- Weezer

5. "Ballroom Blitz"- the Misfits

6. "A Decade Under the Influence"- Taking Back Sunday

7. "The Lights and Buzz"- Jack's Mannequin

I tag: Meghan, Laney, Chris, Ashley, Taylor, Jodi & Josh.



♥♥♥

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[Monday
12th of December 2005|12.17pm
]
on christmas morning
outside it was pouring
all was hopeless in this home
and no one speaking
no one creeping
to see if she was on the phone
and you were quiet
this routine riot is all but practical to me
and if we see it why can't we be it?
can we let each other be?

forget december
it won't be better than i remember it before
and this month only
would be so lonely
and not so homely anymore

new years eve came
but nothing had changed
all the problems just got worse
we sat in silence
the routine science could heal the sickness we reherse
and if im talking
my words are mocking
the deaf ears they have fallen on
these words are tainted
with years of jaded
in a sense thats all but gone

forget december
it won't be better than i remember it before
and this month only
would be so lonely
and not so homely anymore..
anymore...anymore...anymore...

forget december
it won't be better than i remember it before
and this month only
would be so lonely
and not so homely anymore

forget december
it won't be better than i remember it before
a silent night won't feel quite right
its not so silent anymore..
anymore...anymore...anymore...

on christmas morning
outside it was pouring
all was hopeless in this home
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



attn: [Sunday
20th of November 2005|10.13pm
]
[ mood | cranky ]

oh my God.i knew i could not trust that kid. and this is why. like he's so innocent and i'm just stalking him and throwing myself at him. *rolls eyes* yea right. been there, done that. so before i start getting attacked by current girlfriends, maybe they should start listening to the whole truth. she may be able to read my texts to him, but apparently she can't read his to me.

boys are so freakin low, its not even funny. especially the ones who think they're superior to everyone else.

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don't hate me cuz you ain't me. [Friday
18th of November 2005|1.11pm
]
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Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.

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homecoming pictures!!!! [Thursday
10th of November 2005|8.52pm
]
[ mood | bouncy ]

homecoming and stuff.Collapse )

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[Thursday
3rd of November 2005|7.39pm
]
can i just say that ex-boyfriends are uber immature and need to grow up and stop being so gay? and such jackasses. k thxbye.
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[Wednesday
2nd of November 2005|6.49pm
]
[ mood | gloomy ]

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 6 people about this game.
josh is the one that you love.
jeremy is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about laney.
meghan is the one who knows you very well.
derek is your lucky star.
"the ocean" is the song that matches with josh.
"bruised." is the song for jeremy.
"23" is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and "here's everything i meant to say." is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz


lol, weirdly sorta accurate in ways.



hearts. [Tuesday
1st of November 2005|9.33pm
]
[ mood | bored ]

my heart feels like its about to explode, or jump right out of my chest. it feels like its in my stomach and pounding harder than it ever has. it makes me sick, but then again, so do you.
your promises mean nothing, and neither do your words of love. i'd hate to believe it was just a lie, just a lost cause, just another page in your book that you can easily rip out.
prove me wrong. come back to stay. be the way you used to be. or do i even want you to? maybe you never would've been all i wanted. maybe you're not my prince, but sometimes i wish you were.
just don't lie, don't be cruel, don't hurt me anymore. leave if you must. i won't stop you if it's what you want.

you sing such a pretty song of deception and broken dreams.




stolen from meggeh! [Friday
28th of October 2005|6.41pm
]
[ mood | creative ]

A - Age: 16
B - Band at the moment: JamisonParker
C - Career in future: Artist/Dancer/Actress...w00t! all 3!
D - Dad's name: Robin Roberts
E - Easiest person to talk to: some of my friends. :)
F - Favorite song at the moment: Bruised - Jack's Mannequin
G - Guy/Girls you've kissed: 5
H - Hometown: Gautier
I - Instruments you play: none yet!
J - Job title: teenager.
K - Kids: um...none? lol
L - Longest car ride ever: from Hattiesburg to Louisville, KY
M - Mom's name: Vickie Smith/McCool/Roberts/Murphy...pick one
N - Number of people you've slept with: now, does slept mean doing it? or not? because i've literally fallen asleep with Alex. (weren't we cute back in the day?!)
O - Oldest sibling: Scott McCool
P - Phobia[s]: claustraphobic, and sometimes i'm afraid of heights. sometimes i dont like the dark either.
Q - Quote you like: "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love, and to be loved in return." -Moulin Rouge
R - Relationship that lasted the longest: my on-and-off-again relationship with Alex. i think it was a total of about 6 or 7 months.
S - Song at the moment: I Can't help Falling In Love With You - Michael Buble` (yea it changed, i got two! )
T - Time you wake up: 5:30-6
U - Unknown fact about me: lol, i totally screen my phone calls. just kidding, or am i?
V - Vegetable you hate: asparagus, brussell sprouts, cabbage.
W - Worst habit: biting my nails, biting my jaw, not showing my complete appreciation, not saying what i wanna say, letting my emotins get the best of me.
X - X-rays you've had: left pinky
Y - Yummy food: pizza, nachos, french fries, cheesecake
Z - Zodiac sign: Cancer and loving it.


i'm off to do something great and creative!♥call me if you wanna talk. *dances*




cute new guy. [Wednesday
26th of October 2005|10.14pm
]
very cute new guy on the bus today. well, iono bout new, but he's never been on my bus before. sam even said he was cute. he was very quiet, had dark hair and nice hands. lol. i hope he's not like an 8th grader, cuz he was sitting with a little kid. my brother asked if he was in 9th, and he said no, so maybe he's atleast a sophomore. :D well, i gotta go do vocab. eff then notecards. i'll turn them in late and get a 90. we,, i'm off to upstairs to go rest. ♥ emily
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If this means anything at all, i won't let your leave me anymore. [Tuesday
25th of October 2005|10.02pm
]
[ mood | restless ]

Just be in love and I’ll kiss you like you’ve always wanted
Just close your eyes, I’ll still live as if I’m dying

If I don’t make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don’t make you feel anything than it’s me

I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life

Just close your eyes and I’ll kiss you like there’s no tomorrow




*sigh* i feel so dang tired and stressed. i feel like i've no one to talk to but this dang computer screen. i feel like i'm throwing myself on the train tracks to get ran over again. *tired of being so f'ing emo* :\ i get so angry when i go to my house and have to clean it up. it's so depressing and reminds me of nothing but the past. i get really angry when my mom says that i do nothing around the house, and says she's going to send me away to my dad's because I'M stressing HER out. like i cause this stupid storm, this big catastrophe. like i said come one hurricane, eff up my house just to upset my mom. i have no tome anymore. it's gone. i have to leave school, go clean up at my house til 6, then go to dance at 7, come home at 9, eat, and try to get online/or study, then go to bed, but i never make it to sleep until 11 or 12. and i feel like i've accomplished nothing in the day. so then the next day, i fail a test. i've failed two tests since we came back, and made Cs on the rest of them. this sucks. and this freakin term paper is going to be the death of me. i can't find enough information on my topic! i need to get outta here. i need to leave for a while. i think i wanna go to hattiesburg for a weekend where everything look's like it used to. the only good thing is that i've been feeling more artsy lately, and i've been able to draw some decent looking things. i almost cried today. it's gonig to happen. i'm going to break down at school, just watch and see. prepare yourselves.

♥-on a lighter note, i've discovered i have 2-3 new crushes, but they would never ever happen. lol, aye me.



CrazyBiloxiBoy [9:49 PM]: hahahaha i feel bad for the 40 thousand dollar car
SongoftheStars76 [9:50 PM]: lol, word
CrazyBiloxiBoy [9:50 PM]: watch out got a lil ghetto goin there
SongoftheStars76 [9:51 PM]: for real 8-)
CrazyBiloxiBoy [9:52 PM]: straight ghetto girl hahahaha
CrazyBiloxiBoy [9:52 PM]: its really cute
SongoftheStars76 [9:52 PM]: lol, what is?
CrazyBiloxiBoy [9:52 PM]: u with the lil ghetto gurl/skater girl thing its hot
SongoftheStars76 [9:53 PM]: lo, why thanks!
SongoftheStars76 [9:53 PM]: i don't even try :-P
SongoftheStars76 [9:53 PM]: lol
CrazyBiloxiBoy [9:53 PM]: thats a good thing you shouldnt have to try to be urself

aww, joel made me smile. i'm beginning to really like talking to him. he's a good friend.

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[Tuesday
18th of October 2005|9.22pm
]
[ mood | exhausted ]

just thought i'd do a quick update. maybe? ok. so, school is school. but i love it. the whole i'm-so-glad-to-be-back phase is beginning to wear off. i hate waking up at 6 or before every morning. so i don't. then i'm late. lol, then i get yelled at. what i lovely way to start my day! we get to choose term paper topics tomorrow. YAY! for some nerdy reason, i'm excited about it. halloween is coming up, and OH MY GOSH! i'm so ready for it. i get to stay the week-ish with meghan. hurrah! and i gotta go call jeremy....i got a xanga. i forgot my old one, but it sucked anyway. it is.... http://www.xanga.com/the_skies_in_december it rocks. kudos to josh for making it pretty. :) i got rid of the whole myspace thing. it really pissed me off sometimes. so check there if i go a while non-updated (which i doubt will happen). travis killed me today in second period. he was acting all travis-y and i said travis are you on speed? and he started giggle and laughing like he was. and it was so funny to see travis giggle like that. i wish i had a video of it. we were laughing so hard, we got in trouble. man how i hate coach clark.

this weekend was tons of fun. meghan came over saturday and we went to old navy and shopped and i filled out an application. me with a job, i know, unbelievable right? :) i bought meghan her x-mas present, but don't tell her. she needs to forget. :X then we came back here, and ate dinner and watched sin city. that movie was...many words. i liked it, i really did. but some of it was disturbing. like elijah wood. ... *eats a cookie* ok. then we got online and talked to people, played around, and messed with peoples minds. around midnight, i wanted a sweet snack, but we had nothing i was in the modd for. i decided i really wanted cupcakes, but we had no mix. :( so then i stumbled upon some peanut butter chips, and so i made chocolate peanut butter cookies FROM SCRATCH! i had a dozen cooked by 1AM. and they were deliscious. then i layed on the computer room floor where my brother was asleep on the couch & meghan was talking to tibbeh, and i fell into that mode where i was really tired because it was 2 AM but i wasn't exactly asleep but my thoughts were all jumbled together and didn't make sense. you know? bascially, i mumbled something about why the don't play MCR on the radio, but they play fall out boy. then i said "like mr. brightside." *shrug* i don't know either. but after i realized what just happened i quickly sat up and said "what the hell?" and we all laughed. then, we went upstairs to head to bed, but me and meghan talked until 4 AM. and i pulled out the box. yes, "THE BOX." you know what i'm talking about if you went to meghan's x-mas party (figure it out). we listened to burned emo cds travis gave me and we sang along. we lit candles too. meghan was like "i used to do this all the time!" (light candles and listen to music in the dark) and i was like "i still do!!! *emo emo emo*" and then i put in the 50 first dates cd and she was like i hate 311 for ruining love song, and i was like i like it, and she was like damn you and your island music. it was a lot of fun. then, sunday bowen called and woke me up and we went to tj maxx, old navy, party city, and o'charley's and saw hot william (no joke, he's so cute now!) then we left. it was the best lunch in the history of the world ever. then laney left for work.:( and josh came to hang out with us. we then went to circuit city, and i found a regis philbin cd. lol. i htought it was funny. then we got ice cream from marble slab, and they made fun of me because i got orange sherbert with strawberry chunks. forgive me for being healthy. fatties. jk. ♥ lol.
friday we're (the girls) supposed to dry on/pick out a dress for homecoming from the ones being donated. i think its really kind of these girls to donate their old prom dresses and such for us. they're including their anmes and pictures and addresses for us to send them pictures of us in them too. i think i might cry friday. i don't know why, but that just seems...touching. i'm just a softy. i feed these 2 stray dogs outside my house everyday too. they wander up and sniff the debris and stuff and the empty houses, so i give them each a piece of lunchmeat. :) and i feel a little better. but i suppose i should leave before i start crying now. and i'll go call jeremy. nighty night everyone.


♥♥♥what happened to my soul mate?♥♥♥

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[Saturday
15th of October 2005|2.43pm
]
[ mood | drained ]

everybody stop fighting!!! omg! stop it! this is awful. you're like 1000 miles away and all you can do is fight and say you wish the other was dead? that's awful! you could never see each other again, and listen to yourselves! josh made a comment in refernce to alex, and then jennifer was like "RAR!" and then josh fired back then they fouht for 100 years, then meghan said "STOP THE MADNESS!" and josh was like "eff you. i got grenades!" and meghans like "i got a bazooka bitch!"so everyone just stop! this all started over what?...what was that? nothing! so everyone please, just apologize and play nice. i luff you guys and i hate to see all my friends fighting. lets forgive please. (sounds like a big hippie) ♥ :(

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in memory of snuggle bunny, because he lost my cd forever. [Thursday
13th of October 2005|10.11pm
]
to that dear, someone special who has stolen my ♥, but i have yet to meet....

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.
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you smell like fish. [Thursday
13th of October 2005|9.24pm
]
[ mood | bouncy ]

*sigh* i think i'm getting sick. i'm coughing. i'm sneezing. my nose is runny. i'm semi-angry that josh and other people have moved away and love it so much that they don't wanna come back and be with their friends and be home. but not so much. if they're happy, good for them. they should be. you know what is just so true? you can never really appreciate what you have until it's gone. it's an awful concept, but i's true. i never thought of how good of a friend josh was and i miss him. and i sorta feel that way about alex. but i must stop talking about alex. overall, things haven't really been that bad. our house is coming along really well. we've got all the stuff out. we have alot of insulation in, and like 2 rooms with new sheetrock! i'm so excited that i'll be able to move into my house again. :D why do i have dreams where i am about to die, or if i don't wake up soon, i know for sure i'm going to die? thats what i wanna study. dreams and what they can mean. i think that's muy interesante. hooray! i'm actaully learning german now. we have a new teacher, and she's cool. she lets us do like...whatever we want, but teaches at the same time. what else? this whole free lunch thing, with the cookies, is interesting. we get as many cookies as we want. at lunch today, amanda said she was going to turn into a tea ring (tea ring cookies...yea). i guess you just had to be there, it was hilarious. OMG!!1!!11 TERM PAPERS! *dies* i'm a little excited, but then i know it's going to be a hella lot of writing. i hate writing. dance is so much fun. its what i look foward to every monday and wednesday. I LOVE IT. it makes me happy. :D i'm ready to go trick-or-treating. :) did i leave anything out? i was kissed last friday...like 3 times. but you already knew that huh? ;) i need to go study. homecoming is appraoching. who should i go with? (ps-i can get text messages, and i think i can send them too! hooray!! 326-3646, OR 324-7471. yay!)




thinking. [Monday
10th of October 2005|9.58pm
]
[ mood | confused ]

i did alot of thinking today. i hate it when i think. of course i thought about the usual things. the sad things. i did alot of what if's and alot of recollections of the past, tried the good times. like what if this hurricane had never happened? what would we be doing? how would our lives be? why, out of everyone in the school, did 3 of my best friends have to leave? why not just 1, or none? and then i think about alex. and my God, i know i shouldn't. i know he's all moved on, and i should just get over it. but it's hard. he didn't even end it. my ex, ex did. someone doesn't have much courage. i think its really hard because at one point, he was my best friend in the universe. i trusted him and never even imagined he'd do me like this. i've even tried to apologize for...something i haven't even done. just to get on this level of eveness with him now that he's gone. i don't know, was it my fault? what if i had been more supportive, or kinder? or if we hadn't argued so much? what if i had payed more attention to him and given him what he needed? i tried. i swear i did. and i swear i loved him with all my heart. i guess in some ways it's a good thing he's left town. i don't have to look at him everyday and watch him lead me on and he "the other woman" like so many times before. but i miss him. and is that wrong? does that make me a weak person? someone told me that i "love to be in love." it may be true, but its not like i go out looking for someone to fall in love with. everyone loves love. i just love when it happens, especially unexpected. how can you care for someone so much after they've lied to you and hurt you and sometimes you don't feel like you know them at all? how can you still care when they don't seem to? sometimes i lay in my bed at night or look up at the night sky, or while i'm at school or doing homework, and wonder "is he thinking of me? how can he not, when i'm still thinking about him? can he relly just forget me like that altogether?" and yea you're thinking, 'move on' but i am trying to just push it all away and not worry about it. but its like unfinished business. like half the cords and ties have been cut, but i'm still hanging on by a few. i have answered questions and tons of mixed emotions. sometimes i think that it was so stupid to think that i could actually have a real future with him. but then again, who knows? only the good Lord above us. you know, what's meant to be will be. and you can't change fate or destiny. it happens. you must go through sadness to know true happiness. (see, sad, negative to positive attitude, right there!) i wish i could just stop thinking, and stop missing him. it seems like he's not the person i remember. i don't like what he's becoming. and sometimes, i hate myself for losing him and letting him slip away.

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my adventures friday night. [Saturday
8th of October 2005|8.32pm
]
[ mood | chipper ]

omg, friday was a blur. i hate coach clark. meghan wasn't there, she went to go get her intermediate. w00t. now she can drive me places. lol. 4th period was the best. we went outside for class again. i love this new weather! it's nice and cool and windy and just freakin awesome. i hope it stays like this until winter and doesn't get hot again. but anyways, friday night, meghan, tibs, and i were supposed to meet chris at the movie to go see the exorcism of emily rose. we left megahsn at 6:45, and didn't get to the theater until 7:40 almost. almost an hour!! traffic was so freakin backed up for some reason. i guess everyone and there mama decided to go to the movies. especially because the game was all the way in east central and no one wanted to go that for. holy crap! invisible by clay aiken jsut came on. how i love this song, and haven't heard it in forever.... anyway! the line to buy tickets was to the parking lot. and i saw tons of people. i saw jeremy, sarah, jamie, my brothers freshmen friends, some people i knew by associtaion with my exes, kristen, christine, aaand some other people. by the time we had gotten up to the ticket box, it was sold out. we were already like 30 minutes late anyway, so i ordered a large jeremy kuhn and some milk duds, and we said eff that. so we stole laney from work and went to eat. we went to chili's and waited for like an hour to get in and eat. but it was so much fun. i was starving though. i got to see two guys kiss. w00t! the five of us just talked about interesting topics and laughed our asses off. it was so great to just get out and goof off with them. i love my friends so much and i wouldn't trade them for the world. so we finally went into the restaurant and ate. my mom called and got made at me but i was like....leave me alone, i'm eating! then josh showed up and made an appearance because he was on his way to teh movies because he got off late. so i was like sup yo! then he left. so we left there, nad i had a lesbian moment. pshaw. lol, it wasn't that big. but then we all had to go home. so chris and travis drove me home. and chris kissed me goodnight. aw. :) i'm gonna miss that kid. right now im looking on noaa at pictures of d'iberville and how katrina messed everything up almost. i'm post for you guys who haven't seen like, my house and stuff. ill be back later. i bet meghan's drowning in her own drool over gerard. lucky girl.




monday through thursday [Thursday
6th of October 2005|11.52pm
]
well, yep. school started monday. and as you can see, i've been way way busy to write about it. it was so good to finally see travis again. i got to see like everyone. and it felt good. i was actually nervous to see who wouldn't show up. but thank goodness, pretty much everyone was there.the only people who aren't there are like josh, charlene and alex. and charlotte's about to transfer to st.martin because she is currently in latimer. that makes me sad. tomorrow will be her last day at d'iberville. :( OMG! ms. perini (german teacher) is gone. i mean, i'm sorry that her house washed away, but i'm glad she's gone. i hated german. i didn't learn anything. lol. so now we have a permanent sub and it's mrs. hubbard's husband. all we do is watch movies. sometimes we do like 3 pages in a packet, then stop adnd watch tv. so far we've watched the longest yard and fat albert. its slowly turning into my favorite class. they say that we'll finish out that 9 weeks in there, then they're not sure. we can't find anyone to teach us german, but that's fine with me. i already have my language credit. um...i got my hair cut. i got bangs. they are awesome. they are so better than the last time. everyone likes them. :) what else? oh yes! dance started up again! it felt so good to go back there. i love to dance. like you have no idea. and i'm sore. but i watched the tape from my recital last year, and i was so afraid i'd get so sad. and i did. it was the night that all of my friends came to see me! and i got 2 dozen gorgeous roses, and laney made me a pretty poster. but i can't think about that. no more past. i must look ahead or i'll be sad forever. the one things i'm worried about is some new people coming in and like taking over the studio. this is mysecond year at the studio, and i've gotten alot better. and all the seniors are gone. we have no seniors this year. and it's my turn to be in the front some. i know i'm not the greatest dance in the world, but i'm not awful either. and i'll be pissed off if i lose that to some dumb cheerleaders who can do perfect splits because that's all they do! why can't they just stick to cheerleading? and leave me to the dancing. personally, i like like 2 of them. i'm just worried about the other ones that i don't like. they're like...bitches. i'll just have to work harder. *motivates self* homecoming is still going to happen, as well as prom. but where am i going to find good, eligable dates? *looks around* maybe i won't go to homecoming. it's going to be outside under a tent anyway. but oh my, that just seem so romantic. dancing under the stars at night, what could be better? bleh. boys are stupid and cannot be trusted. tomorrow i'm SUPPOSED to go to the movies, but josh hasn't called me back about it. so if he doesn't i'm going with meghan and tibs. i listened to my slow coming day cd tonight. i forgot how much i loved it. i took a bath and it felt lovely. i had to make this hand things for jodi today in second period. she was having a rough time with it. she almost killed it. lol. then it got stuck in the middle of all of us and we tried not to draw attention to ourselves trying to save it. oh well! lol. i ordered my second set of gossip girl books th eother day, and it better come in soon. i have nothing else to read. i just finished the diary of a teenage girl. BUT WAIT! BIG NEWS THAT MAKES UP FOR THE DANCE DISAPPOINTMENT!!!! some of those cheerleaders are in my art class, and they're pretty good in art. but today, we were working on hurricane desings for our printmaking, and i had my skecthbook out and i was flipping through it with laney and showing her some old stuff and new stuff i've just done, and mrs.businelle (art teacher) comes up to me and says "now thats how you keep an art journal." and it made my day! just made my day! i was so happy. i love art. i love mrs. businelle. i love all my teachers and classes except 2nd period because coach clark doesn't like me and i don't know why. i don't talk anymore than meghan or jodi or anyone else in that class, but i got moved. and he's always looking at me. jerkface. stupid democrat. get a life. lol. ok so i'm done ranting and such for today. i miss everyone. life's good. ... who has a 323-2894 phone number? they called me and i missed it. :\ nighty night.
3 woke up in a car


not bitter, just mad as hell. [Sunday
2nd of October 2005|8.38pm
]
[ mood | i need a bath ]

man. this is BULLSHIT! this is freakin crap. and rediculous. and stupid. gay gay gay!

*throws a fit, screams and breaks stuff*

*crosses arms and pouts*

*mad face*


this is love.
this is pain.
this is life.

this is bullshit, thats what it is.

3 woke up in a car


♥ mae. [Saturday
1st of October 2005|10.35pm
]
[ mood | drained ]

I've written you this letter,
got it back return to sender.
But I just can't remember you being quite like that.
Misunderstand, we're holding hands,
we're at the beach, we're throwing sand.
As the lights just go up all around us,
I can't believe it's over.

I'm sitting under falling stars.
Do you miss me where you are?
I'm making plans to be with you.
But have they come unglued?

What am I do to without you?


(ps-i am in love with "summer skin" by death cab for cutie. that is not the above song. the above song is a mae song. don't get confused. sillys. go listen to "summer skin." it's fantastic.)

7 woke up in a car


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